Why would you engulf yourself in porn and whiskey for five years
Sprung from clinics where it’s ascetic and hermetic
Unapologetic like a cold thing
You were waiting all of your life to be happy
You push through the screen
Through the screams
Trying to connect to a childhood dream
When things were about WWF and Leeds United
Not fantasizing about hanging off a tree
Your silhouette bristling in the wind
A damp hallucinatory shadow
I can do it all
I have done nothing at all
I choose to soak roaring in the hall
Five years ago was when it all began to fall
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